"But oh at least silence ..keeps me out of a locked psych ward ...I ..."

But oh at least silence ..keeps me out of a locked psych ward ...I hate those sounds ...of steel doors ...slamming behind people ...I hate the dingy colors of the wards ...I hate it ...I hate hearing the screams of patients ...I hate hearing the fights ...when a male patient...snaps ...scared me ...I hate it

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ID	Anonymous Number	Question	Answer
8363928	347797	But oh at least silence ..keeps me out of a locked psych ward ...I hate those sounds ...of steel doors ...slamming behind people ...I hate the dingy colors of the wards ...I hate it ...I hate hearing the screams of patients ...I hate hearing the fights ...when a male patient...snaps ...scared me ...I hate it	Outlook good
8363927	347797	I just wish ...I could speak complete truth ...and find ONE person ...that would believe me and know ...it's true ..	Count on it
8363926	347797	I lie a lot ...but I just must ...if I speak truth?They'd lock.me up ..as if I were guilty and I m not a criminal ...I refuse to be placed under lock and key .no ...so I suffer in silence ...but at least ...I'm free in a small way	Outlook not so good
8363925	347797	I'm just sad .I m ...I lost things .no woman should lose .it's ...almost unreal...but sadly ...it is	It is certain
8363924	347797	Being tortured ...isn't exactly a topic of conversation. ..so ..I keep.silent ...and try to survive	Reply hazy, try again
8363923	347797	If I knew a way to heal ..id do anything ..to find peace ..and healing	Without a doubt
8363922	347797	I rarely cry ...I just don't	Count on it
8363921	347797	Torture is something people have very rarely experience ...it's mainly only military ...girls like me?.. No one knows about ..no one would believe me ...so I keep my mouth shut ...and avoid ..locked ward's ...because that hurts worse than ...silence	It is decidedly so
8363920	347797	No escape ..and no help for true victims of torture ..no getting around it	Signs point to yes
8363918	347797	I tried ...but again ...I failed ...these damn terrors got the better of me again	NO!
8363916	347797	I m not very open to being touched ...I just am not	Most likely
8363915	347797	Sometimes death sure looks attractive ...I could finally escape	Outlook good
8363914	347797	I'm one hell of an actress ...but .truth is ...I feel brittle inside ...like I'm splintering	Without a doubt
8363913	347797	I try to ignore it ...I try to push it down ..but the memory of being terrorized ...sticks with me .. No escape ..i I just about give up	Cannot predict now
8363912	347797	I'm sooo uptight ...and nervous ...and so terrorized it rules my life even now ...	Most likely
8363911	347797	I used excuses ...justify ...but truth is?. ...it's my terrors ..not my God ...that stops me ...	Very doubtful
8363910	956645	Will I Become A Cartoonist	Not in a million years
8363909	956645	Will I Become A Cartoonist	Cannot predict now
8363908	347797	I can't make love .. I can't hardly even be touched ...it's pretty bad	It is certain
8363907	347797	Control . He's still at it ...evil man	Reply hazy, try again
8363906	347797	Fear is part of my blood now ...I live it	It is certain
8363905	347797	I'm tortured even now ..he kinda won ...I lost the battle against him ...the terror still lingers deep within the recesses of my mind	My reply is no
8363904	347797	That terror ..is now part of me ...I try to ignore it ..but ..it's never far off ...always returns ...terror does	Very doubtful
8363903	347797	I live with the fear ...no escape now ..I just exist	Signs point to yes
8363902	347797	He didn't just torture me physically ..he got into my head ...and I can't erase the terror that hides inside	Most likely
8363901	347797	I m feeling very hopeless in a way ...no use trying ...so I give up ...at least for now	Ask again later
8363900	347797	I'm now a shadow of myself ..I used to dream ..have hope ..but now? No	NO!
8363899	347797	I can't lay again with a man ..guess my fears rule me	Very doubtful
8363898	347797	Waiting to live ...while waiting for death	Signs point to yes
8363897	347797	So I am kinda in limbo	NO!
8363896	347797	I'm too damaged by the torture ..I can't rest my guards ...my paranoia and terror ...now run too deep	As I see it, yes
8363895	347797	Yes I am ...not depressed but ...pulled	Without a doubt
8363894	285279	we're going to restore those ourselves for your outings	Very doubtful
8363893	347797	I'm not your typically depressed woman ...I just feel pulled to go ...to be with God	My sources say no
8363892	347797	I guess God has a plan ...I'm just wishing I felt more peace	Ask again later
8363891	347797	It's a day by day battle ...moments I feel just ripped to shreds ..torn between the two words	My reply is no
8363890	347797	But then ..something .. Pulls me back to life in earth and I'm standing in the two worlds ..being torn in a way ...wanting to go ..wanting to stay	My reply is no
8363889	347797	Sometimes I feel the ache and pull toward the valley ..to finally walk into it...and not turn back	Count on it
8363888	347797	Sometimes ..the pull of each gets in the way	Ask again later
8363887	347797	Sometimes ..the pull of each gets in the way	Ask again later
8363886	347797	It's like I walk in two worlds ...it's difficult	Outlook good
8363885	347797	Part of me wants to live sooo much ...yet another part wants to die	Most likely
8363884	347797	If God takes me first ..then I'm ok ..it's an act of god ..but I'm just kinda tired	Count on it
8363883	347797	I'm tired off being robbed and abused and used	Outlook good
8363882	347797	I lost everything..so why stay	Most likely
8363881	347797	I'm staying here only enough time ...to bury my family ...mom and dad ...than I'm out	It is decidedly so
8363880	347797	I'm ready to go ..I just am ...there is nothing left	My reply is no
8363879	347797	I m not scared of dying ..only suffering	NO!
8363878	347797	I'm scared I just am	It is certain
8363877	347797	Yes I do I need to discuss the options and begin the process of it	NO!

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